Day 7: ugh its been a couple days, im so sorry, as you  know mum has kept me really really busy, i think its deliberate xD

anyways babe im going well, being busy i haven't been thinking much about things which sounds mean but is probably good. with being so busy i am thinking that i wont get in here every day so ill hope on every couple days, which i thought i was going to do in the beginning anyways. how have u been babe, time is getting very close to your enrollment. that is when it will get hard because i wont get to talk to you very often at all, but for now i am doing ok. missing you though, i love you babe. had your dad and bros over for dinner tonight and set up their bloggers for you. your dad enjoyed the break hehehe
i shall head of babe, you take care, i love you very much!!!

Day 4: first of I'm sorry I did not write a blog for you yesterday. I was caught up doing stuff and it was so late, I looked like crap and I was just so tired.

Anyways babe, I'm missing you heaps as you know, I have been keeping myself busy doing things do I don't have much time to think about you being gone. Although mum and I sat down and was talking about this today. I was telling her how I don't know how I feel at the moment like I'm not sure if I'm sad, angry or what. Apparently I'm not as happy as normal. Mum says I have kind if lost my smile since you have been gone. It's silly, who would of thought, l didn't even notice. At times I just don't even know what to think, it's kind of like I'm running on auto pilot because I'm doing stuff, but I'm not really "thinking" as such. I miss you so much babe, I miss your cuddles, and the way you make me laugh, and ur stupid smartass ways. I love you soooo much and I wish you could come home D: D:

Anyways babe, I'm almost in tears writing this, so I'm going to end it here. I love you Mervie <3

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Day 2: I have come up with  another awesome surprise for you Mervie, but I'm not going to tell u what it is, it might involve Jordan too :D i haven't spoken to him yet, i have been at work all day so haven't really had time to stop and think about things. we called into see your brothers today too, they are going well :D, having a camp out haha and we shared Malteses, you Jelly? ;) i gave Molly heaps of Cuddles for you too :) 

i love and miss you, and mum <3 <3 <3

xoxoxoxoxoxoxo

yours always Julz 

NEWBIE

Well hello there, i am Julz Marie.

i am new to blogger, but i have an idea. i don't know if i will do it for the full two years let alone more then a week. but here it is, my idea i mean:

Well my bf has gone away to Singapore for two years, he has to do army training, so i was thinking i would write on my blog a little message of how i feel on the day, and then post a picture of my self from that day so he knows my thoughts that day and to see how much i have changed (if at all).

i love you Mervie <3

Day 1: well it has been a day since you have left, i miss you like crazy already, which is kinda silly hahaha oh well. i was so happy that i got to talk to you on the phone but you sounded so tired and i was going crazy trying to sort out this blogger hahaha, i love you babe! i spoke to Starr today and apparently Jordan is missing you like crazy!!! but dont worry, i will look after him for you, i got invited to his 21st :D yay hahaha but yes we shall see haha. 

i miss you and your mum very much and cannot wait till you both return, yours always
Julz xoxoxoxo